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I Exist (Existence is Hidden)

Yes. I do exist. I exist like an unknown tree in a forest. I exist like an ignored flower blooming in a potted plant kept in one corner of the garden. I have been so away from affection that now I don't realize it's importance. I know that one day this isolation may make me fall or may be I will be picked up like a flower by someone unknown passing through the meadow and my existence may come to an end. But is that it? Is that what I am existing for? No idea and I don't really think about it but what I know now is that "I exist". Though my existence is hidden like a pearl in an oyster traveling across the sea searching for someone to set it free. It's not been long when I realized that happiness don't come to me easily. I keep searching for something new but nothing happens. Number of trials have failed and I am here left in this darkened place. I am just running and what I see is another dark path. I don't know if I've missed a door which could have led me through the light. A kind of numbness taking place inside me leaving me hollow. This hollow part helps the friendly voice to screech and produce an echo and then to disappear leaving behind a silence and I am scared to break that silence. I know I am searching for something but that something is nothingness. This nothingness gives me a satisfaction which is enough for me to survive everyday. There is something messing up with my thoughts which is beyond explanation. I am trying hard to come out of these clouds which have created haze around me. And I feel today that I am done.

Still "I EXIST", fighting these nuisances.

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