I am leaving a part of my emotions behind,
I am afraid it doesn't belong to me,
I am glad that I did not get blind,
b'cause the truth I could see,
Who knows that it is not fake what I hide,
Your essence is what sets me free,
Why I feel so weak inside,
I wanna win and I fight,
I can see nothing in your eyes,
It is just a phase and it will die,
Your presence makes me more lonely,
All I see is a crimson patch fading away,
I feel so numb and lost in this swarm,
And I am still finding myself...
