I can't avoid this friction of thoughts inside,
Parts of my head are just released and fight...
I'm trying to ignore what doesn't seem to be mine,
But when that goes away why I don't feel so fine....
Another dilemma,
Another emotion,
Feels like nothing but an useless commotion...
Why my mind wanders where it doesn't belong,
And even if it does, I am still scared as I don't wanna be wrong...
Will I ever know what am I going through?
Somewhere I want to know that what I feel is true...
Something is not so right and I am dealing,
Or is this just an emotion without a feeling...
I wish I could see and touch my thoughts as I feel them,
I just wanna be free and go away from this blame and claim...
Parts of my head are just released and fight...
I'm trying to ignore what doesn't seem to be mine,
But when that goes away why I don't feel so fine....
Another dilemma,
Another emotion,
Feels like nothing but an useless commotion...
Why my mind wanders where it doesn't belong,
And even if it does, I am still scared as I don't wanna be wrong...
Will I ever know what am I going through?
Somewhere I want to know that what I feel is true...
Something is not so right and I am dealing,
Or is this just an emotion without a feeling...
I wish I could see and touch my thoughts as I feel them,
I just wanna be free and go away from this blame and claim...
3 comments:
Mind's are like that, it wanders where we don't belong. Like the saying, "Conquer your mind, conquer your world." I'm having hard time conquering it too, hopefully someday it'd be more kind and produce sweet things instead. :D
Hi, I haven't been here in quite a long time and I see you have come a long way... I have learned to deal with conflicting thoughts as they will only fester if not dealt with... Very meaningful words that I am sure anyone who reads them can relate... :)
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